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"burp"

19:31 Jan 20 2011
Times Read: 802


innocence shares its pain freely

with all who will listen

and feed on the weakness within

where honesty is repaid with emptiness

and good intentions

with a broken heart



hearts and souls

are meant to be broken

it's how the heartless survive

like serpents offering apples

to innocent fools

who want to believe



if you close your eyes

you can hear thier scales

slithering towards you on the earth

welcome the serpant

but pass on it's gifts

as this leaves the serpant powerless



and ready for your consumption "burp"





by martin


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82nd

18:33 Jan 20 2011
Times Read: 804


peasents and parasites

guardian angels and goon squads

kings and queens

tricks and treats



but no golden globes



addicts and assholes

cops and robbers

bars and flys

all open and pissing



on tonites presenter



brake lights and blow jobs

cash and carry

tainted faries eating cheese

faces wet with dirty knees



no oscar here



innocent untill proven guilty

or so they say ... and believe

lifeless bodies ... slowly bleed

on 82nd you'll find all you need



you can be a big star ... but you'll never shine





by martin


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waiting

04:49 Jan 18 2011
Times Read: 811


i'll be there waiting

when darkness falls

and you are in

a caskets walls

with severed heads

from shredded dolls

where only i

can hear your calls



i'll make you lay down

on the floor

and proove to me

you are my whore

in a room

that has no door

you'll then receive your wings



wings to fly

above the earth

bloody stains upon your skirt

devils little afterbirth

another pawn

of little worth

pledge your soul to me





by martin


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sick man

00:50 Jan 13 2011
Times Read: 828




depression is a cruel taskmaster

it cleverly pretends to be the only one

the only one who truly understands me

and the one who's always there to pick me up

when i fail myself, as i always do

it tells me to dust myself off and try again

like a loving friend who has faith in me

and cares

deep down inside however i do know better

and the depression knows as well

it knows that i'm my own worst enemy

and it knows that any glimmer of happiness

will die a discusting and unnessessary death

by my hand, a self inflicted wound

every fucking time

the depression needs not be jealous

it knows my insecurity

will destroy any love that comes my way

and sick and sad as it is

i expect it, and accept it

every time

the depression has a tally of all my mideeds

and is ready to remind me, lest i forget

forget why i am unworthy of happiness

or forget why i'm doing my lovers a favor

when i abandon them

it will never change

and i will do all the work

sick

the depression is me, and i it

it's true, no drug or drink ever knew

what the depression knows

it even knows things i've tried to forget

it feeds my emptiness with hopelessness

and bleeds my heart of hope

it wants me dead to everything but it

an empty shell not even worthy of death

it's starting again

coming on real strong

because i have a new friend

the beginning of the end





by martin

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LadyWolfwing
LadyWolfwing
19:49 Feb 19 2011

Wow this one is real deep. I can relate.





LadyKrystalynDarkstar
LadyKrystalynDarkstar
20:39 Mar 08 2011

I can relate to this one too. Very nicely written. So heart-felt.





 

god, guns, and government

23:46 Jan 12 2011
Times Read: 829


god

the big boss

the CEO

the enforcer



guns

your protector

your rite

your friend



government

big liars

big panderers

big pussys



this is how i see things

this is only me

and you don't have to agree

because we are free



at least i am





by martin


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damaged goods

10:55 Jan 12 2011
Times Read: 837


i always hear people talking about

looking for, or finding

that perfect soulmate

the ying for thier yang

how perfect they must be

but perfect wouldn't work for me



i also hear people saying that

opposites attract

come on now

gimme a fucking break !

if ya really believe that

you'll be back to the well



and what's this talk of

opening up to another human being ?

you know, letting down the wall

saying what you really feel

and what you truly believe in

now that would take some courage



hmmm, makes me feel like

damaged goods, but that's alrite

inperfection is fertile ground

for unholy alliences the heart

where yesterdays persicutions

can become tomorrows dreams



and blackened hearts can join as one





by martin


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the last goodbye

13:16 Jan 02 2011
Times Read: 854


i wonder how many times we say goodbye each day ?

i'm sure it's quite a few, but who counts anyway ?

the only goodbyes i remember are the last goodbyes.

sometimes i know it's gonna be the last goodbye when i say it.

other times, after somebody has moved on, or died.

i have to rack my brain to remember every little detail.

of that last goodbye.

so what i'm getting at here is that only the last goodbye.

is the true goodbye.

that last forever.





by martin


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sigh

03:16 Jan 02 2011
Times Read: 864


i spend all my life

watching the clock

time ticking by

waiting to die

and i don't even try

to live



life isn't fun anymore

maybe it never was

the fun times

always costed somebody

but that somebody

was never me



tic - toc

watchin the clock

wondering why

i'm wanting to die

wishin i had a gun

and enough guts



to pull the trigger





by martin


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GrimmySoul
GrimmySoul
11:07 Jan 02 2011

Been there, and definitely felt that. Well, just know i will always be there for you. And if you ever needed someone to talk too, you know you have me here.





martin
martin
12:03 Jan 02 2011

that goes bolth ways my friend





 

resolutions

07:39 Jan 01 2011
Times Read: 805


so we've put down our smokes

and took our last tokes

the new year is here

shit, no more beer



tomorrow we're smokin and drinkin again

beating ourselfs up for living in sin

resolutions have passed

and life is a blast



we thought we could do it

and then we said screw it

just like last year

now pass me a beer



happy new year !





by martin



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ask bob

03:24 Jan 01 2011
Times Read: 796


driving along in my car

checkin out the blue toothed sharks

and the nose pickin posies

bobbin thier heads

to the metal, g-funk, disco, pop

spilling from the sky

like electric rain on a sweet summers nite



classical punk

and light hearted funk

invisible men selling soap

while they're smokin thier dope

plugged in and tuned out

to what life's all about

easy riders in cars on our way to the stars



square pants bob's honkin his horn

fingers are up and waving to korn

oil and minoxide are setting the mood

bob's still a honkin, he's so fuckin rude

digital tube boys shoppin for pets

rear end collisions we'll never forget

hey the horn blows, how about the driver ?



i dont know ... you'll have to ask bob





by martin







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LadyCatra
LadyCatra
22:41 Jan 28 2011

LOVE this one!








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